Please help me

There are a handful of people that I talk bad about. I'm not proud of that fact, I just can't stand these people or what they do, or how they treat me... so I vent and go off for short and long periods of time talking bad about them.

I know people talk bad about me; for example, there is a girl, who hates everything about me and she makes sure that I know it. Therefore, logically I talk bad about her because I feel she is a complete idiot for being so cruel and evil to me.

The point to this blog is that I need help to rise above my bad habits and the people that talk bad about me.I want to be better. I have been praying for a while about it but I think I need more prayer from whom ever may be reading this now.

Please pray that I will not need to talk bad about anyone and that I may speak good things or nothing at all.

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