He said that he wanted to try again as soon as I was ready and then he said that if we didn't have a baby we would be okay. I started to cry and get upset at the thought of never having a baby. It was really hard for me to process that possibility.
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I have had some pretty serious abdominal pain that started shortly after my miscarriage and the doctors don't know why or what it is. The pain has gotten a lot better over the past few months and I have faith the Lord will eventually completely heal me. When the pain is all gone, Dean and I will try again.
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When I was a freshman in high school I said no to pot offered to me on the school bus because I wanted to tell my child that I had will power, and they can too.
When I chose not to drink alcohol 'til I was 22 it was because I wanted to tell my child that under aged drinking was wrong so I waited, and they can too.
When I dated and dated and never settled, I wanted to tell my child to never settle because I never settled and ended up meeting the right one for me (Dean), and they can too.
When I am all better and my faith in my Lord Jesus Christ has endured, and I have my child, I will tell him or her that I had faith in the Lord, and they can too.
Who knows what lies ahead? It's hard to know what will be and how hard it might become to get there. I've known many women (including myself) who have gone on to have normal pregnancies after a miscarriage. I hope that it will be an easy road for you as well when you are ready to go down it again. I love what you said about your decisions and how you will tell your children that these things are possible to do.
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